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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
REJOICE, I have a job- Photographer Assistant.

I made my very first, two (100%) gay friends.I couldnt believe that they were seriously increduously GAY. (FYI, i thought that they were putting up an act)And i realised that GAYS are normally gay(happy),and i really wonder why(:INterestingly they both have boyfriiends.SAY WOW.My dad said that gays are normal, except that they have sex the wrong way. hahaha.i mean, its kinda gross if you think abt it..okay ITS GROSS-ER TO THINK ABT IT. -.-'''' urghs

so how you tell if you are BORN GAY.

1)feminie mannerisms comes very naturally
2)when you kiss a girl, somehow it doesnt feel right
3)when you have "it" with a girl, it doesnt feel right either
4)when you kiss a guy, its like fireworks!

Working in the media industry, is really an eye opener.LIKE BIG TIME.you see the ugly side of people and blah blah. SIghs, why must ppl be so evil.WHY. stupid serpent. If only eve dint eat the apple, the world be be bunnies, rainbow, and everything happy and nice. URGH.its okay, heaven will be like that.so yayss!its just a matter of time, and death.hehs.

I asked God to make me grow as a person, and He puts all these "events" into my life. THanks alot God. GOD: PLS grow bigger than our circumstances instead of just complaining and moaning over it!

So far, He has been faithful.

one step at a time. tml here i come!