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Monday, August 11, 2008
You don't get this very often- two posts in 2 days. Well, not that I am very free, though yes i do give people the impression that i am a uber busy bee, but its just that i need to rant/let out/release(whichever word you prefer).

I am not all good with grammer, because firstly, it is very technical. Secondly, it is very boring. Thridly, its no fun. To mark english grammer is alright for me, but to EXPLAIN why it is not the way it is & vise versa, is HELL! Gees, i am wits end here :(
warren?SOS?haha!

okay since now i'm at it, lets just sidetrack and a go lil deeper into my today(:
my day started extremely early, to be specific 600AM.Yes, that is considered early for days that have an extra HOLI in front of them. Went all the way down to the west side of Singapore for early prayer meeting.Um, okay, I'm guilty for being 30mins late(pls dont stone me), but at least i was present for the other 30mins? Gotta learn to look at the glass half full yeah(: My mom used to tell me this "Better late than never", and i took much comfort in that saying. Oh wells, thats just one of the "values" or "mindset" my mom instilled in me while I was young and simple( still is...).

Have you ever felt that you have so much to do, but you just dont feel like doing it? That is just exactly how i feel at the moment, and my head tells me that this feeling can cause extremely dire consequences, which is not good at all.Its like, hey the holidays are here! I can relax!! I dont know why or how, but the sec 4 mentality is still rooted in and is taking effect. BLEAH.

I need remedies, methods, or a form of discipline, which i lack tremendously. I hate to constantly be on the run. I like slow days, and lazy days. I like solitude and lots of it. yes a lil bit of this is definitely good rest for a weary soul, but the thing about me is that i normally take it to the extreme. I remember learning that "Whatever strength that is taken to the extreme can become a weakness"

Its just like eating chocolates. Its nice and yummy yum yum, and the feeling of temporal euphoria it injects into your body is so good that it makes you crave for more. The more you eat, the fatter you get,(like sad) Same goes for the addiction to lazy days whereby your lackadaisical nature just takes over.I know liking this is contrary to what I learn in church- BALANCE.

Prayer in the morning was awesome, and i felt recharged and ready to go.
I dont know i am falling back into this whole "lazy" whirling pool. hmm, i guess it must probably the lack of OUTDOOR activities and spending 2hrs PLUS of traveling around lil singapore in the morning. BLEAH EH EH.

So, I'll probably say GOODBYE to grouchy grammer and head for the outdoors. Anyway, got to do some gift shopping as usual. I like! i just hope today's "mini" service would bring conviction and life to my lazy soul!

Sorry stranger/anonymous reader for the bore.
Goodbye.