the past few weeks have been a total upheaval for me. It's like projects and all other forms of negativity just kept slamming at me. though the wounds are shown very evidently on my face(eg: dark eye rings and lotsa break outs) , i'm so glad i am alive and kicking.
Its been an emotional roller coaster for me lately . One time i am happy, next time i am rock bottom, and i blame myself for it cos i took it out on no one but me. /:
it's just strange how i started to depend on myself and less on God. It's strange how i decided to leave Him out of my life. & it has been so tiring for me. & strangely, He has never left me. I really am thankful for great friends. Somehow, they showed me that God still cared, and that He'll help me no matter what.
becky shared with me something that really moved me to tears- you don't have to read the bible or pray fervently. You don't have to do whatever to patch things with God. All you need to know is the truth. and the truth is that God loves you. God loves me. me. me.thats all i need to know, and thats all that matters. I am special.(:
& really, God never fails.
Today was a day of God's faithfulness.
oh my.
i love you God.
yes, i dare proclaim, I am a Jesus chic!
I'm sorry if i've been so imperfect lately.
so..
Goodnight world.
Goodnight lizards on the wall.
Goodnight shining stars.
Goodnight God.
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