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Monday, August 24, 2009
Hello there,again. (:

Its yet another monday and tuesday is just afew mins away, again. Time ticks by so quickly, it ticks you off somehow.

So.... hows life? or the most frequent question that many out there are fond of asking: How's life after SOT. (believe it or not, my dad was one of them who asked. weirrrrd. dont ask why, it just is)

What can i say, but life has quieten down quite a bit and i find myself to feel very alien to this sloooowwww pace of life. In all truth and honesty, i do enjoy the quiteness, but the lack of activity has caused me to think alot about myself. such thoughts that cloud my mind are normally thoughts like " am i productive in my life?", "am i making the most out of everyday?","am i ready for greater challenges in life?". Probably such thoughts are good but i tend to go overboard. Before i know it, I'll start to pass judgement on myself and i condemn myself for not being good enough and for not pushing myself more. Its terrible, because it kills my self esteem. Having no self esteem robs me of my joy. No joy equates to no life which is synonymous to being DEAD.

Guess it is in times like these that i have to put the word of God into action. hmmm...now that reminds me of what a church usher leader shared yesterday.

Its not about who you are, but who God is.
It's not about your abilities/talents but His power and greatness.
ultimately.."the battle is not yours, but Mine"~God

So ariel, do you trust God or yourself? (yes i talk to myself okay, be mused not)

My spirit picks the former, but soul picks the latter. :/
Good grief. :/

ahhhh, okay i sound very emo, but i am not, just in deep contemplation. Evalutating my thoughts as i blog em out.

ANYWAY, God is still good regardless what. (: Tml is gonna be a goood goood day!
Oh yeah, i am very pleased with myself for being packing my "trunk" of thingies!
lookie lookie...
so NEAT it just brings delight!

okay while i am at it, heres me blackmailing my brother. Now we see who is manhandling who...

and he's having a good time......while doing so.

Like what bugs bunny always like to say at the end of every cartoon..
"THATS ALL FOLKS!"