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Monday, November 23, 2009
There must have been a reason for me to start blogging again.

I would owe it very much to MUAH CHEE.

I was walking home today, and i saw bright lights and alot of hustle and bustle a distance away. As i walked towards the light, i started to see stripey red tents, BOOM. It was a pasa malam.

Then the monster in me took over and i bought MUAH CHEE. The moment that MUAH CHEE went into my mouth, memories started to flood in. I remembered how i used to make muah chee (and lots of it) when i was in primary 6. and how we made it to sell for our school fund raising. Sadly, it wasnt a big hit at all. sighs.But it was really fun. I wonder what we did to all of it in the end..hehheh. I dont know, but as a 12 year old, as confident i may look i know i had loads of insecutities, and constantly seeking to fill it was ... really tiring.

Muah cheemade me reflect or i would say, look back on how far i have come since those days. Like how i have changed to survive for the world out there. How i started to KNOW things, and to accept the fact that fairytales don't reside in this land of ours. How the people i met over the years, changed and mold me to be a better person. How i placed my securities in God and overcame them in the end. It was indeed a significant period of time, but because of my short lived memory, i unconsciously tugged those memories aside.

Now it is time to unravel those memories.

I am just amazed by how far i have come. And how much i have changed. It is like running a marathon, and you keep telling yourself to focus on the now, to keep gg on now, to not give up now, only to have reach the finishing line and to realise that you completed 8 clicks. I m not saying that life stops here for me, but its is just amazing on how when you look back and you realise the change in you, you find it hard to believe/perceive.

In the end, in life, change is a constant.
The determinant of a positive/negative outcome, is in the end, ourselves.

ayier so emo.
Tell you a joke la.

What did the snail say when it slid down the turtle's back?



Ans: WEEE!

ok bye. nights. (: