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Friday, June 15, 2012
so you thought it was but it was not.

so you thought there were more out there, more inside of you that you could just solely rely on. you strive, you seek, you took off chucking aside, challenging all that you've hoped and believed in, thinking that success was attainable by your own abilities. You are probably now still seeking, but as much you know you could attain the success you want, you forgo the trueness and goodness of what was taught since you were small. The little steps of faith that protected you, that kept that hopeful happy spark in you burning, has been challenged and put out in the midst of it all. Before you know it, success was what you already held on to since young. To trust, to hope, to love, and to change the world, make it a happy place. But you exchanged it for what you thought was good, better, a place much greener.  Now you have a void that you cant fill, it makes you frustrated, confused and displaced. But you know that its never too late to come back, to reconcile with goodness again. Just like starting up a fire, you have to assemble the charcoal again, watchfully and carefully fan up that fire you once had.

Coming back. trying.